How has the death of someone affected you?

Everyone is different, and a death can affect us in a variety of ways. Please share here, how the death of someone has made YOU feel. Tell us if there was an unexpected, or even delayed reaction which you were not expecting? It is not always easy to say these things to your nearest and dearest ...but here you are just you, and your experience could help someone else who comes and reads this Blog. Or, the experience of just saying how you feel here, may help you.